"let me ask you a what if question. The story started when you were in secondary school and you were so in love with this guy, and luckily the boy felt the same and you guys finally dated. He's older one year than you. And then, he must continue his study overseas, so you guys were forced to keep a ldr. You contacted each other by Skype, bbm, twitter or whatsapp. One day, the shittiest thing happened. He disappeared, from Facebook, twitter, bbm. You couldnt find him anywhere. You finally gave up on searching for him, and by that time, you were preparing for your univ thingie. One day, one week, one month, one year had passed, and you hadnt even started to forget him. What you couldn't forget the most was his last words, "I'll wait for you, promise me you'll wait for me too". When you finally entered univ, there's one guy who's interested in you. At first you didn't even care about him, but slowly things changed, feelings changed, people grew up, you started to move on and forget him and ended up dating the guy you met in univ. One day, he, the guy from your past, came again in your life, and told you a really make sense reason why he left you. You believed in him, but who will you choose? Your past or your present?"
Previously I answered I would definitely choose my past. Um because maybe I'm such a loyal person and I know how waiting sucks. He did really wait for me right? I should have kept our promise to wait for him too. Or maybe because I was such a tied-up-with-past person.
But now, I change my mind, I will choose my present. Because in that range of time, many things have changed, nothing remains the same anymore, and now he's like a stranger for me bcs he won't know any single new thing about me. Maybe my favorite food or my favorite color has changed. He doesn't know any right? Actually my mind was opened when the exact thing happened in my life. My previous maid came back to work at my house. I am supposed to be happy right? I mean she has already known what I like and dislike, what time I wake up and so on. But in fact although she knows, I've changed, she has changed, everybody has changed. And if I was forced to choose between my present maid or my past maid, I will definitely choose the present one. Because the present is the one that matters most. It taught me that time changes feelings, time changes people, and we really can't do anything about it. When someone walks out from your life, I swear it's for your own good, and someone better and fresher will come. Although people come and go, our lives still go on right? Time doesn't stop for anybody.
The most frightening thing in this world is not dentist nor ghost, but how such an untouchable thing like time and distance, can change our whole life.
And finally I choose park seung ho over skan, and yes, I will definitely choose you over him (:
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