Vacuous.

I know I shouldn't feel this way but I can't resist it and I don't know why. I'm feeling empty. Hollow. Bored. Blunt. Flat. Numb. Dull. Whatever you want to call it.

It's like I keep doing the same thing everyday, every day for approx 11 years of my life. Don't you just get tired of wake up, go to school - saying I want to go home or I am hungry or wtf is this, laughing with your friends, seeing your crush - go home, take a nap or maybe watch a nice dvd, wake up, have tuition, day-dream, and sleep again. I know I should appreciate everything because tomorrow may never come. But don't you just get the feeling of weariness?

I'm feeling so random tonight. My mood suddenly crashes down and everything seems so wrong. Perhaps it's because I'm sick, and nobody can cheer me up. So I'm sick, my throat and my head hurt like hell. And I can't laugh or shout. And nobody cares. Ikr. Bye.