Vacuous.

I know I shouldn't feel this way but I can't resist it and I don't know why. I'm feeling empty. Hollow. Bored. Blunt. Flat. Numb. Dull. Whatever you want to call it.

It's like I keep doing the same thing everyday, every day for approx 11 years of my life. Don't you just get tired of wake up, go to school - saying I want to go home or I am hungry or wtf is this, laughing with your friends, seeing your crush - go home, take a nap or maybe watch a nice dvd, wake up, have tuition, day-dream, and sleep again. I know I should appreciate everything because tomorrow may never come. But don't you just get the feeling of weariness?

I'm feeling so random tonight. My mood suddenly crashes down and everything seems so wrong. Perhaps it's because I'm sick, and nobody can cheer me up. So I'm sick, my throat and my head hurt like hell. And I can't laugh or shout. And nobody cares. Ikr. Bye.

:)

“People come, people go – they’ll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in a favorite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. Then you find yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones from the past.”

― Nicholas Sparks, The Rescue

Happiness overload.

Finally the day has come! I eventually get my freedom back hehehe. So last night was the last day of the examination, and everything has gone pretty *sooo* well :D

Begin again.

Took a deep breath in the mirror

He didn't like it when I wore high heels

But I do

Turn the lock and put my headphones on

He always said he didn't get this song

But I do, I do

Walked in expecting you'd be late

But you got here early and you stand and wave

I walk to you

You pull my chair out and help me in

And you don't know how nice that is

But I do

And you throw your head back laughing

Like a little kid

I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause

He never did

I've been spending the last 8 months

Thinking all love ever does

Is break and burn and end

But on a Wednesday in a cafe

I watched it begin again

You said you never met one girl who

Had as many James Taylor records as you

But I do

We tell stories and you don't know why

I'm coming off a little shy

But I do

And you throw your head back laughing

Like a little kid

I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause

He never did

I've been spending the last 8 months

Thinking all love ever does

Is break and burn and end

But on a Wednesday in a cafe

I watched it begin again

And we walked down the block, to my car

And I almost brought him up

But you start to talk about the movies

That your family watches every single Christmas

And I want to talk about that

And for the first time

What's past is past

And you throw your head back laughing

Like a little kid

I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause

He never did

I've been spending the last 8 months

Thinking all love ever does

Is break and burn and end

But on a Wednesday in a cafe

I watched it begin again

But on a Wednesday in a cafe

I watched it begin again

You get me.

Test is coming and I barely can do anything. How am I supposed to survive.___. Just blame my laziness and all those lame excuses.
Anyway I keep telling myself to just survive for one week, and my pain and suffering will be worth it in the end. I promise to work hard to equalize the things i really deserve to get with my efforts. Things will be better in the end, actually. I know hehehe.

Close to you.

Idk why but I can't write a post with a long long story like other bloggers did-..- probably it's bcs I'm lazy lol. But today I'm gonna share some things that make me happy though I know nobody will care enough to read all of these shits.

- You (:

- Random long chat about anything

- Running man!!!

- FOOD

- New gadget

- High score

- The Amity

- New novel

- Newest GoGirl!

- Singapore

- Good hair day

- Converse

- Shopping

- Family Gathering

- Nice shoes

- K-drama

- Day(s) off from school

- FOREVER 21

- Surprise

- Nice Internet speed

- Skype
- Praying

- Sleepzzz

- A decent smile (:

- Friday Saturday Sunday

- Free fast wifi

- Good songs good music

- Nua-ing on bed

- The sims

- Nice quote

- Disneyland

- Long car journey

- Childhood friends

- Birzzle

- H&M

- Girls days out

- Unexpected good moments

- Mastering a new guitar chord

- Knowing new thing

- Gossiping

- Sleep late wake up late

- Dating with my dad

- Sitting on a theatre

- Being praised

- Knowing how blessed I am

- Nice selca

- A beautiful night

- Tumblr

- Going out with you :p

- After-test-feeling

- UNIQLO

- Miiko!

- Absence of any school teachers

- Seeing you smile (:

- Masterchef

- Silly jokes

- Sweet messages

- Conan!

- Winning a game

- Realizing that everything's going to be alright (:

Ours.

Hello finally it's weekend hehehe. So everything has gone really well, minus the assignments and the quizzes lol. Test is coming anyway....

And for those who think I don't know, I know (: