photographs.

sorry... for not updating too long.

im too busy finishing my huger games, catching fire and mockingjay, watching my k-drama dvds, rewatch my running man, being gloomy and disappointed bcs of this guy, doing homework, eating and sleeping.
there's nothing new in my life. being gloomy isnt a new thing isnt it? lol.

chajatta.

when i finally found you,

our lines did meet again

but unfortunately they did not cross anymore.

blues.

sorry for not updating for too long. not much to say about. currently have happy days (:

hello

well, ANNYONGHASEO (:

sorry for not updating for too long. i am busy. busy sleeping busy eating and busy watching running man. seriously, i am fckingly addicted with it. if one day, you find out that i die in front of my tv watching running man, i tell you, it's due to my stomahache for laughing too hard. oh how i love jaesuk sukjin haha gwangsoo jihyo gary jong kook and joong ki. the last name is my boyfriend right now, and the last two names are my future boyfriend. *excuse my narcissism*

one man.

hohoho. today is valentine and fine cause i dont expect any single thing.


from vina's.

Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left?
- No


Your relationship status?
- Finally available


Where did you meet your crush(es)?
- School


Have you ever lost a close friend?
- Yes


Do you smoke weed regularly?
- No


Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you the same person?
- Yes. Just so-so -..-


Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
- I dont know


When was the last time you really laughed?
- Last night. Gary oppa HAHAHA


Something is wrong. First girl you turn to?
- Mom


First guy you’d turn to?
- Bro


Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?
- You think? many right


Angry at anyone?
- Myself, cause of worrying to much


When was the last time you cried really hard?
- I am trying to cry right now though i dont know why. funny.


Is there anyone you would do anything for?
- I am not stupid


Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone?
- Dad, persuading him to buy me valentine's gift from jakartaa


What is your favorite song?
- Good thing


Do you like Red Bull?
- No


How many people can you tell just about everything to?
- Emm 5


Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
- Never catch a shooting star!!


Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
- Yes


Describe yourself in one word.
-Naive


Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?
- Yes. with whole of the class.


Do you rebound?
- No


Ever cheated on someone?
- Never will


What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
- hahahahaha


Do you act differently around the person you like?
- Perhaps


Is it hard to make you laugh?
- No


Who was the last person to make you mad?
- Myself


Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
- Yes


Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever?
- Yes


Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
- Yes


Is your best friend a slut?
- Nooo


Is hard drugs a turn off?
- Yes


Are you happy with life right now?
- Sadly, no


Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?
- Never will


Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Yes


Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
- I think so


Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?
- Emm yes.


Where is your best friend?
- Her home, sleeping like a pig. -.-


Something you’re happy about?
- At this moment? Nothing


How is your heart lately?
- Healing

No need to be my valentine, Im already yours (;;

anonymous.

'This is not a story about unrequited love. This is a story about two people who fall with each other, in the wrong place and wrong time, and do not dare to confess with each other, and otherwise, everything has gone too far. Too late to be fixed. Too far to be reached.'

I met you years ago

You walk pass by me
With your own mark and style
And finally steal my heart-beat

You know how to take my heart away
Bring me to the highest sky
Unfortunately you take my mind away
Hating you less day by day

One day you must go somewhere far
Leave me close to the near
Force me to drink much water
Though I'm not in thirst

I'll always be with thee
Promise you there
But now I'm alone here
Without you by my side

What should I conclude
Seeing you with another female
Beautifully laugh and smile
Without me by your side

Do I still?
Do I still know you?
Do I still in your heart?
Do I still the one you think every night?

Do you change?
Do your feelings change?
Or maybe have I changed
Or we've changed to the different us

People change while seasons change
Feelings change while weather change
Everytime I'm with him
Still you who occupy my mind

My faith for you never die
Never less never end
Your feelings are the one to be asked
Are they still there or they've faded away

I love you still
Forgive me for this unsure of direction
I expect you to understand
That you will always be my man

gotta go.

dude

finally im here. nothing to talk much about, since school has started since one week ago. so valentine's coming. whats your plan? mine? sleeping. ngehehehe.

heartbreak.

So...I decided to make a new blog which is open to public. My old blog is locked bcs it contains secrets:P.
So today is mom and dad's anniversary and we're going to have dinner somewhere. Ciao!

ninetynine.

since Angela and Alvina have done this kind of questions, so....
you can compare it guys. HAHAHA.

1.Real Name : cindy japiter
2.Nickname(s) : aju, cj, cindy, didi
3.Age : 15
4.Height : ± 158 cm
5.Weight : sstt
6.Spec or contact lens : spec
7.Horoscope : scorpio
8.Male or Female : female
9.Tv or Games : games
10.Primary School : sutomo 1
11.Secondary School : sutomo 1
12.Poly or Jc : u mean?
13.University : not yet
14.Hair colour : black
15.Long or short hair : long, perhaps
16.Loud or Quiet : loud only with my friends
17.Sweats or Jeans : jeans
18.Phone or camera : phone
19.Health Freak : ngahahaha no
20.Drink or smoke : talk to the hand
21.Have a crush on someone? : yes
22.Eat or drink : eat
23.Piercing(s) : nope
24.Tattoos : nope
25.Social or anti-social : anti-social
26.First Relationship : the real one? never. the fake one? forget.
27.First best friend : albret, bcs albret's born before vina :(
48.Wealthy or happiness : stupid. both.
49.Want to get married? : in 10 years
50.Want kids? : yes
51.Careers in mind : chef. physicolog
52.Fight before? : yes
53.Most regret of : key word. 3 years.
54.Talented in : eating
55.Weak in : everything
56.Romantic or spontaneous : romantic
57.Lip or eyes : eyes
58.Nice stomach or nice arms : both will be nice
59.Shorter or Taller : taller
60.Protective or Caring : both
61.Hook-up or Relationships : relationships
62.Troublemaker or hesitant : hesitant
63.Lost glasses or contacts : glasses
64.Ran away from home : bad idea
65.Held a gun/knife for self defense : a gun
66.Killed somebody : i did it by stabbing bitches and jerks in my mind
67.Broken someone's heart : you think?
68.Been arrested : never
69.Cried when someone died : luckily, never
70.Missed someone a lot a lot : yes
71.Believe in Yourself : hahaha yes
72.Believe in Miracles : once
73.Love at first sight : yes
74.Heaven or Hell : heaven
75.Santa Claus : no
76.Cartoon or anime : cartoon
77.Tooth Fairy : no
78.Kiss in the first date : no
79.Afraid of death : yes
80.Handsome or cute : handsome
81.Pretty or cute : pretty
82.Reality or dream : i'd prefer dream. but i live in reality. so how?
83.Is there a person you want to be with now? : yes
84.Are you seriously happy with what you're in life now? : not really
85.Do you believe in fate? : yes
86.Do you believe in everlasting love? : no
87.Do you believe in god? : yes
88.How often do you lie? : sometimes
89.Do you respect elders? : yes
90.Are you a good kid? : im such a spoiled brat. so no.
91.Do you like your family? : depends
92.Do you like your friends? : not all of them
93.Are you greedy? : absolutely
94.What do you want now? : i want..many things
95.What will you wish for? : 3 more wishes
96.A truth to first person? : bff vina :*
97.A truth to second person? : family
98.A truth to third person? : bro
99.Do you even trust yourself? : im trying