future dad of my triplets, my future husband, my future doctor :)
6/4/16
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Hi!
It has been what? a year? 10 years? a century? since i updated this dead blog
the last post was about me, being gloomy again duh.
Well since i graduated high school 2 years ago, my life has been busier than ever! I even wonder why the younger me keep complaining about difficulty of life when life was supposed to be easy and beautiful!
So many responsibilities and so many things to do when i've graduated high school.. i keep reminding myself that i am almost an adult now! (for god's sake, i will be 20 in 5 months i am not ready yet i dont want to grow up :'( )
Again and again, i am supposed to study now since my finals and OSCE is due to next week!
Never have i regretted entering med school but lots of time i keep wondering, did my decision to enter med school really worth it? even after 2 years, i have never been so sure of me being a doctor in 4 years! dont mistake me, i love medical & i love my comrades, but it seems that it's just not for me. i barely stand the pressure.
So this morning after i woke up i decided to take a look on memories and photos of the younger me, reminiscing sounds a better idea than studying right now. i want my easy and not complicated life back. when there's actually nothing to worry about, and my list of responsibilities can still be counted by 2 hands.
It has been what? a year? 10 years? a century? since i updated this dead blog
the last post was about me, being gloomy again duh.
Well since i graduated high school 2 years ago, my life has been busier than ever! I even wonder why the younger me keep complaining about difficulty of life when life was supposed to be easy and beautiful!
So many responsibilities and so many things to do when i've graduated high school.. i keep reminding myself that i am almost an adult now! (for god's sake, i will be 20 in 5 months i am not ready yet i dont want to grow up :'( )
Again and again, i am supposed to study now since my finals and OSCE is due to next week!
Never have i regretted entering med school but lots of time i keep wondering, did my decision to enter med school really worth it? even after 2 years, i have never been so sure of me being a doctor in 4 years! dont mistake me, i love medical & i love my comrades, but it seems that it's just not for me. i barely stand the pressure.
So this morning after i woke up i decided to take a look on memories and photos of the younger me, reminiscing sounds a better idea than studying right now. i want my easy and not complicated life back. when there's actually nothing to worry about, and my list of responsibilities can still be counted by 2 hands.
many things are going through my mind right now.. i hope everything will be okay in the end :)
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