7/21/12

Good night

I'm just wondering if it's nice to stay there, in your heart...


7/18/12

Holy shit.

My heart my soul my brain my mind and my everything except of my body are still at Beijing.... Lol






Ps. I feel sick. But not because of that Beijing stuffs. Just yeah... Insecurities

7/14/12

Once upon a time

This is what I did at the Chinese lesson... Enjoy... :p

Gloomy Moon



I was trapped here
The sky was gloomy
The moon was hiding
The stars were nowhere

I was so insecure
Feelings were so mixed
My body still
But my mind was nowhere

I was miles away from home
Thousand more miles away from your heart
What should I do
Nobody could be told about this sad story

My heart was screaming
Where were you?
Why didn't you stay?
Why did you choose her over me?

Pain was what I got
Traumatic was what I felt
Seeing another lass
Happily met a lad

Why was I looking for the falling stars?
Because I hoped you're still hoping for me
Why was I looking for the moon?
Because I hoped we're still seeing the same moon

7/11/12

Restless

Who says that nightmare is the worst thing ever? Not dreaming anything is. You know, the feeling of emptiness and the desire of sleeping forever...

7/8/12

it has to be you.

 last night me and vina went to a beach. lol you know like usual it's dirty like hell.

and today is my last day of holiday. i cant believe how time flies by sooo fast. it was like yesterday i was just packing for beijing :( :( :(

























oh i swear to you, i'll be there for you

7/6/12

Thought of you.

Just nothing to do. :p

Anyway I'll post something random later lol. Something random I did on Chinese lesson in Beijing when I got bored from hearing what-lecture from the teacher hehehe.








if happy ever after did exist.

7/5/12

Payphone.


So today I went to watch the amazing spiderman. Pretty cool lol cause the spiderman is my ex. Lol you know Andrew Garfield. ;p

Most of the Picts were taken last night when vina came to my house. Hehehe.










 

7/4/12

the victorers.

hey.

so me back. everyone's missing me lol ikr. anyway, beijing was fun. the summer camp was ALL FUN. i love the surroundings, the comfortable hostel there, the air, and the victorers! and you know i've already missed them right now because we usually spend our night together :(

here are some little facts that i collected there. sorry for it's in bahasa. im too lazy to translate it in english.

1. susan pernah ngira saranghaeyo itu bahasa jepag yg artinya selamat datang
2. zozo tidak ikut kita dr tgl 25-28
3. leo pernah ketinggalan bb dan paspor pas lewat scanner di airport
4. leo pernah keluar pake baju terbalik
5. angela itu cinlok sm leo


6. the gossipers disana adalah cindy zozo shelly susan inez dan kak rara
7. cindy ga suka tempat sejarah dan gak narsis disana
8. michael becandanya lucu
9. yang pernah sakit disana itu leo dan kak rara
10. devin  tinggal di asrama sm bule turki ganteng
11. kamar cindy-angela 108, kamar shelly-susan 105, kamar edina-edlyn 106, kamar inez-kak rara 112, kamar zozo-elli lause 312, kamar cathy-linda lause 307, kamar leo-michael 504, kamar devin 508
12. paling tua = kak rara. paling muda = zozo
13. pas mau pigi great wall hujan deras
14. devin menyebarkan virus opera disana
15. buat shopping perlu naik mrt 18 stasiun
16. michael pernah dikira hilang rupanya lg tidur di bus
17. edina edlyn dan cindy suka ngumpul di kamar inez-kak rara
18. angela makan eskrim tiap hari
19. michael inez devin kak rara tergabung dlm brotherhood dan cindy sebagai anggota sementara lol
20. pergantian soulmate cindy-angela jadi cindy-zozo. leo-michael jadi leo-angela
21. leo pernah ketinggalan mrt. tangannya msh bisa peace senyum ke kita
22. korban ketawa sampe kebelet di bus selama 2 jam adalah cindy zozo susan leo dan devin
23. di meja makan selalu lomba sayur mana yg habis paling banyak
24. lagu galau di bus itu titanic
25. setiap di bus pasti nyanyi lagu bejing huan ying ni atau indonesia tanah airku
26. devin shelly dan cathy paling suka ke toko buku
27. leo pernah keganti sepatu kanan sm sepatu zozo
28. soulmate belanja disana adalah cindy-inez
29. award-award:
     - paling baik, paling ringan tangan: edlyn
     - paling pengertian, paling care: inez
     - couple sepanjang masa: leo-angela
     - paling heboh: michael
     - paling pikun: leo
     - paling kalem: cindy
     - paling pinter memanfaatkan waktu: shelly
     - paling penurut: edina
     - paling suka ketawa ga jelas: angela
     - paling iseng, suka ngerjain orang: sovezo
     - paling pinter: devin
     - paling sesuatu: cathy
     - paling flat: susan
30. disana yang paling banyak digosipin si angela sm cathy
31. kaki cindy disana ada 3 hansaplast
32. kak rara dan inez adalah orang ternarsis
33. tim sapu bersih: kak rara, inez, cindy, shelly, michael dan devin
34. tiap mau cari shelly pst ke perpus
35. soulmate sejati: inez-kak rara
36. shelly-susan dan edina-edlyn adalah kakak beradik
37.zozo dimana-mana pst denger lagu
38. inez tiap ada waktu pasti tidur
39. linda lause dijuluki lause doraemon
40. michael paling benci dipanggil koko mi-ka-el sm cathy
41. yg paling hobi masuk chinese lesson cuma devin dan shelly
42. menurut michael susan ketawanya macem kuntilanak jadi gak kalem
43. kamar inez - kak rara bau rokok
44. shelly dan edina jatuh di great wall
45. linda lause, edina, michael dan leo panjat great wall 2 kali
46. leo sm angela end pas hari kamis malam
47. michael paling suka manggil orang dengan sebutan poland
48. michael suka kangen sm nasi goreng kantin sana
49. shelly menyebarkan virus minum ice tea disana
50. kita uda bleh makan gong bao ji ting


51. michael dijuluki zayn kebalik
52. tiap malam semua pasti buka tv nonton tom and jerry
53. semuanya kompak dan saling membantu
54. we are really one big family (:



so.... here more picts

this is sovezo (:


this is susan (:


this is inez (:






this is kak rara (:





this is edlyn (:
this is edina (:



this is michael (:


this is cathy (:

this is devin -.-


this is angela -.-


this is shelly (:

this is leo (:


another laughable pict : lol



and last but not least: me!:p



soo. shelly and sovezo have also taught me some different things.

sovezo taught me to take photos with doing peace using my hand and this is not ALAY at all


and shelly taught me to smile more often and exercise my mouth like in the pict. fortunately i will smile anytime and my face will be much more friendly.





ps. me so blessed anyway! in 3 days i got home, i got to eat nasi padang, indomie, nasi goreng kantin, kfc, soto, mie ayam kumango, indomie belacan, and nasi goreng pandu (: ah.
 


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